are you sure about that?

i was just thinking and laughing to myself about how my sister and jessiy probably hope they can make me empathetic and caring about how my mom is doing, to make her my responsibility and/or to bring us magically together to "care" for her!.. a few problems with that- i remember ALL the pain i had to go through in account of her stupid ass holding me in front of my dad while he was kicking her. it's NOT something i can forget. i screamed in pain because my abdomen was giving me so much pain right before my last surgery on my bowel because it was blocked. i'm kinda surprised i didn't get kicked out of this apartment.. until i got the pain meds for the abdomen pain until i finally had surgery. i'll make my mom go through the SAME pain i had to endure. BUT YEAH! SHOW YOUR MOM AND AUNT HOW MUCH YOU CARE!.. if you guys had brains- you might be genius (but i doubt it considering one of you can't even get your ged- i don't think she made it past the 7th or 8th grade.. i may be giving her too much credit though). i'm not positive why i'm making this post.. something must be bound to happen to the mother from hell soon. huh.. oh well.
i have another interview tomorrow at some hotel. i hope that someone realizes my persistency and hard work i've done. again.. i'm not sure if they'll say i live too far away but they wouldn't have scheduled an in-person interview with them in the first place if they were concerned about that.